Welcome to my own place in Internet space! Here you'll read about my life when I'm travelling around the world to live in different cities and countries. I hope you enjoy your visit on my page and I hope you'll come back in the near future.

Saturday, December 12, 2009

This is the final update from me in Brighton. This time. It has now been 16 completed weeks with laughs and joy. The best time in my life. I know I am coming back in a few weeks, but what am I coming back to? I wont come back to all the friends I've made here now, I wont come back to the family I've lived with. Everything will be new and I will start my life for real then. I wont have the same comfort as now, I really have to do everything on my own and take responsibility for everything. I'm a bit scared for that. I was scared when I arrived here at first. Alone in England, never been here before and didn't know where I was going. I had a phone number to my host family and that was more or less it. 16 weeks later and I feel like I'm really home in this family. They let me do what I want, as long as I tell them if I'm coming home and sleep in my own bed or will be at a friend's house. They have given me the support I need and I've been able to talk about my problems with them if I feel like I need to. They have let me into their family life, calling me one of them and treating me like a daughter. Who thought that it would be like this?

To all the friends I've made: Thank you! That's all I really can say to you. You all mean a lot to me and I don't know how I could have made this time without you all. Some of you mean more to me, but everyone has their piece of my soul and will always have. All the times I came depressed to school, all of you cared and the day I didn't come to school, all of you wondered where I was. I really have been able to be myself with you. You have all been listening to my sorrows and trying to help me as good as you've been able to. Without you maybe things would have been a lot different than it is now.

I'm not just talking about my classmates and my new English friends, it's also for the teachers and staff at Loxdale. Without you the school wouldn't be what it is. The mixture of all your personalities makes the school very unique and I'm very happy to have been a part of it. All the laughs we have shared in class and the good moments where we just have been talking and make time past. You are by far the best teachers I've had and I wont forget you and indeed you wont forget me either! That's a promise!

Well.. I have to go to the bus now and start my journey back home. I feel more like home here tho'. Don't they say that
Home is where the heart is ?

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